home.
I'm living with people who speaks words I couldn't barely understand
on my surroundings, and yet I'm still giving my best effort to understand them.
I'm living in completely different weather and seasons from what I used to.
and I hate winter.
until the very second you read this, I'm still figuring out what brought me here.
I'm not keen on what so called manga and anime, or stuffs most of my friends envy me for being here.
day by day,
I learn so many things from so many people I met,
no.
I don't learn those complicated subjects I have to learn on campus,
neither I learn how to manage time, doing things alone, or this that other things.
other than that,
I learn how to
smile.
every morning I rush to class, I met cleaning stuffs whom aged even older than my mom working and saying konnichiwa.
every time I almost miss the bus cause I late 1-2 mins, and the bus driver even wait for me running to get on the bus
once I forgot to bring my bus card and I should've asked to pay 490 yen to get to campus, but the driver allowed me to just go for free
and today, I knew it was going to be rain, but I didn't bring umbrella for going on dinner, so ya I ended up running with a killing high heels from the bus and passing the red lights and suddenly a middle- aged woman knocked her car's door, I was thinking she was about to scold at me for I've just passed the red light, but then she opened the door and said
これ要らない傘使っていい and passed me her umbrella so I could go home safely.
I was so impressed.
and how could I express it? happy? :)
they put me comforts,
they put me stars,
they put me smile,
they basically made me belong here.
they made me have another place to be called
home.
:)